Tuesday, August 25, 2009

blogger

Maaan, i wish more people had Bloggers ! Most people just have Tumblrs, ehh. To me, tumblr sounds like something that happens in a washing machine ! ? hahaha because the clothes tumble... yeaaaaah <.< ------ hahaha okay yeah, thats it xD pretty boring blog, eh ?

Sunday, August 23, 2009

It is what it is.

Being as it comes, staying at my dad's is coming closer to an end, but i wish i could stay here longer. Seeing my cousin, i wish i could become closer to her. But wishing is almost coming to an end with the summer nights, and soon i'll be wishing for less work, or a better teacher. I am a dreamer, i am what i am. I also feel like there is something that i must do, but i'm not sure what. I feel like i want to do something, but i'm not sure what. Something like something to do, not really a job but much more of a hobby typa deal, yenno?
I hope i can be inspiring or a good role-model for others. Too many kids these days are way into and over their heads, that they don't see the view outside. Some kids need to realize that it takes a climb in order to see that great view, but hey what do i know? I'ma dreamer too:) i just dont go over my head, i think ha. I will try my best to help people :D ehh i'm lazy to think and type, i'm with muh cousin Jasmine and we're gona go to Plaza Bonita. I Sucks at shopping, wooo ! bahahhaha

Friday, August 14, 2009

Innocent love.

Even though people usually search for the big stars, i search for the tiniest ones. Because even if they are unnoticed, they still try their best to shine.

Thursday, August 13, 2009

Truthness.

The truth takes its revenge on people. Having that said, we have to watch out when we reveal the truth. But without truth, no one could find their true happiness.

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

Lyrics

(Verse 1)
What a Friend we have in Jesus, all our sins and griefs to bear!
What a privilege to carry everything to God in prayer!
O what peace we often forfeit, O what needless pain we bear,
All because we do not carry everything to God in prayer.

(Verse 2)
Have we trials and temptations? Is there trouble anywhere?
We should never be discouraged; take it to the Lord in prayer.
Can we find a friend so faithful who will all our sorrows share?
Jesus knows our every weakness; take it to the Lord in prayer.

(Verse 3)
Are we weak and heavy laden, cumbered with a load of care?
Precious Savior, still our refuge, take it to the Lord in prayer.
Do your friends despise, forsake you? Take it to the Lord in prayer!
In His arms He’ll take and shield you; you will find a solace there.


This song is beautiful, but i've only heard it in Japanese ^^-

i had my time.

Looking at people's myspaces and what not, saying their love for this and that. Everyone 'loves' guitar and is the best, and everyone 'knows' how to break and is bomb at it; everyone can also 'dance' their heart out. But it's all for show right? I had my time where i wanted to learn guitar and be a part of that dance world, but in my mind i give up because its 'too crowded'. Of course i want to learn to play piano or guitar for the joy of it, but if i did learn i know i'd have the urge to show other people up because i know where their hearts are at. I did wana join a dance team, but it doesn't really help me if those who just 'know' the people are placed 'in front' of me. It cannot be helped. These days, people are taken in not for their talents but for their connections. Trying your best, is what they say, but it doesn't matter anyways right? It does.

'To try your best is to be yourself' -my thoughts.

Sounds simple right? But notice all of the things around you, the hype. The hype right now in my era is mostly guitar and dance. Half the people do it cus they love it, but most of them do it cus of others. They are afraid and don't wana be left out, maybe? I wouldn't know, i'm not them hopefully. Being truthful to yourself is something hard to do. Being yourself is hard because of all the temptations and tests that has been put infront of all of us.

There is always a resolution to every problem that has come, and that resolution is to be yourself, unless there are consequences to it. But being yourself, also be truthful to yourself.


In my mind, i could probably never speak these words to someone or stand up for myself. I don't think it suits my tongue. What do you think?

Monday, August 10, 2009

hype?!

hahaha silly me, i always thought hype beast was just a type of style, yenno another way to dress. but hype's actually like copying other people and not being real unless you actually do like doing that(but not for the sake of others but for the enjoyment of one's self). hype hype hype, hype huh... it makes me curious as to why people crave attention, thinking that theyd get it in a group of hype people. if all you're doing is thinking of yourself and hoping other people notice your 'talents' then you're wrong. the other people who're in the hype too just want the 'fame' themselves. i have a message for those people:

Care for others, &do what you love to do, not just because everyone else does it.

And for those who do truly love doing what other people are 'trying' to do, if its your true passion you won't stop. Because those other people, they will stop when the 'world' stops.

Monday, August 3, 2009

i tried the colorgenics

i saw it on allyson's blog so i wanted to try it !
o_O thats the face i have on..
pretty scary, how they know my feelings, or most of it.
yenno ?

Name: Audrey DeGuzman
Date: 8/3/2009
Colorgenics Number: 14526307

You are seeking an affectionate relationship, offering fulfilment and happiness. You are capable of powerful emotional enthusiasm. Deep down, you are a kind loving person, always helpful and willing to adapt yourself if necessary to realise the bond of affection that you desire. But you need the same consideration and understanding from others and it is this need that will sometimes hold you back... so let go, trust and you may pleasantly surprised at what happens.

You are working extremely hard trying to improve your image in the eyes of others. You are looking for acknowledgement from your peers and those who come into your sphere of influence. You want to be liked, not for what people think of you but for what you really are.

The situation at this time is one of considerable distress. You feel trapped and you are looking for some way out. You can find solace in the arms of someone who cares so long as there is no long-term emotional involvement.

You are being unduly influenced by the situation that is all around you. You do not like the feeling of loneliness and whatever it is that seems to separate you from others. You know that life can be wonderful and you are anxious to experience life in all its aspects, to live it to the full. You therefore resent any restriction or limitations that are being imposed on you and you insist on going it alone.

You wish to be left in peace... no more conflict and no more differences of opinion. In fact you just don't want to be involved in arguments of any shape or form. All you want is for 'them' to get on with it - and to leave you alone.