i had my time.

Looking at people's myspaces and what not, saying their love for this and that. Everyone 'loves' guitar and is the best, and everyone 'knows' how to break and is bomb at it; everyone can also 'dance' their heart out. But it's all for show right? I had my time where i wanted to learn guitar and be a part of that dance world, but in my mind i give up because its 'too crowded'. Of course i want to learn to play piano or guitar for the joy of it, but if i did learn i know i'd have the urge to show other people up because i know where their hearts are at. I did wana join a dance team, but it doesn't really help me if those who just 'know' the people are placed 'in front' of me. It cannot be helped. These days, people are taken in not for their talents but for their connections. Trying your best, is what they say, but it doesn't matter anyways right? It does.

'To try your best is to be yourself' -my thoughts.

Sounds simple right? But notice all of the things around you, the hype. The hype right now in my era is mostly guitar and dance. Half the people do it cus they love it, but most of them do it cus of others. They are afraid and don't wana be left out, maybe? I wouldn't know, i'm not them hopefully. Being truthful to yourself is something hard to do. Being yourself is hard because of all the temptations and tests that has been put infront of all of us.

There is always a resolution to every problem that has come, and that resolution is to be yourself, unless there are consequences to it. But being yourself, also be truthful to yourself.


In my mind, i could probably never speak these words to someone or stand up for myself. I don't think it suits my tongue. What do you think?